So here is the dilemma. Having lost the love of my life, my home and most of my marbles I am at a crossroads. Do I spend the rest of my life living a lie in order to to avoid stress? By this I mean living in an area I dont like, having no money and no control over my life. The flipside to this is that I get to be with my children. Or, do I chase happiness, not knowing if I can have it in the way that I would like, by this I mean, regaining my one true love and the possibilty of living happily ever after. I have battled my demons and this is the dilemma I now face.
There is only one certainty of both possibilities and that is the fact that nothing is certain. Whichever way I go I have promised myself to commit fully to it as it wuld not be fair on anyone to not. I have nobody impartial to speak to about this which is why I write this blog, answers on a postcard.......
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